FRIDAY, AUGUST 8, 2008

15th day we are no longer together

2008.08.08
the day i've long for it to arrive

this is the day my mid-semester break starts
this is the day i'll get on the bus, way up North to Penang, back into your arms
this is the day i thought i can tell you how much i miss you
this is the day i thought when i see you again i can hug you as tight as i want
this is the day i thought i can cry as much as i want in your arms

but now
it's all the other way round
everything changed

i remembered last time i came back
it was the day you were going to depart to Singapore
and it was the day i'm coming back for a short 3 days break
还记得那天我们有多兴奋
一路上你的短讯不断
问我到了哪里
叫我不要赶巴士
安全最重要

还记得
突然巴士抛锚
可是我都不敢跟你说
自己在担心赶不上你登机的时间

还记得
到AutoCity那时候
你的短讯是这么写的：I'm so happy you've arrive!

还记得
一到槟城 是Bear来载我到机场
也记得你吩咐他不要开快车
可是我却拜托他飞车把我送到机场
记得他说：‘Aiyo...这么紧张要看 'lou gong' 啊~~’


and finally
i did catch up with you before you depart
that time
how i wish i can ask you to stay
to spend the time with me in Penang
although its only for 3 short days
but i know i can't
i cannot be so selfish
you've planned to go for holiday with your family
its just that it crashed with the days i'm back
so..... i just kept quiet

but how i never think of
that is the day
the day you hug me for the very last time
the day you kiss me for the very last time

i've never thought that
that is actually eventually become our good-bye kiss

and i never wanna say Good Bye

never...