Smile vs Tears

SUNDAY, AUGUST 10, 2008

i went to PC Fair today
actually i have nothing to buy
my only intension is just to see you
from far
from a distant
from a place chaos with crowds
so you will never know my existence
so you will never realize i'm there
so i can just look at you from far

but i saw Kent right after i step in the entrance
he saw me as well
i hope he don't tell you i was there

i realize
you are still breath-taking to me
you still make my heart beats
when i thought it's already dead

the last time i was in PC Pair

you was also working in PC Fair
we were in PC Fair

yet i did the same thing last time
i went
n i text msg you: Is my darlin wearing black today?
you replied: yupxie! you saw your darling XD

same place
same person
totally different feelings

smile vs tears