2008年07月25日 雨

2008年07月25日 雨

失恋的第二天

凌晨三点我洗了个澡 漫无目的的在徘徊 剩下的我还有什么可以做？？

Then I decided to listen to some music

I reach for my mp3

Its [Forevermore] playing……………..

This is the song we listen to the most in your car

We used to sit inside the car, hugging each other, lying in your arms quietly and just listening to this song

So simple but yet so sweet

I miss that time so much

Your temperature, your hug, your kisses, your car scent…….

What else is left in me…..??

I have to suddenly cut off all my feelings just because you call it off that you cannot stand the miserable feeling because we’re far apart from each other…….

I’m sorry

I really am…………..

Sorry for dragging you in this

Sorry for leaving before you do

I’m sorry I can’t be there to celebrate your birthday with you as your girlfriend

I wish I can

I really do

How I wish I can spend the whole day with my boyfriend during his birthday

Giving him a very special birthday kiss

But have you ever realize

I’m not beside you

But I’m always with you

You are always in my heart

And you’ll always have me

And you’ve never lost me

I’m sorry I can’t be with you when you’re having pressure

I’m sorry I can’t hold your hands tight

I’m sorry I can’t hug you warm

I’m sorry I can’t give you comfort when you need it the most

What I can do is just call up to talk to you

For you to release the tends

And sending you messages to keep you up

You remember??

I’m sorry

I never wish to come here………….never

But what else can I do??

I give up this, I give up my studies

I take this, I lost you

I was having dilemma for doing this decision

But truly from my heart, I really hope you can hang on, don’t give up holding this hand tight

I used to think that

As I’m miles away

The only think I can do is talking to you online

At least I can speak to you face to face

And can see you when I miss you

And you can always call up on me

What I’ve ask for is just a call to talk before I sleep at night

Listening to your voice can do beyond than comfort me

I’ve encounter so much capalang things here

And yet I don’t like being away from you and come to this bloody hell alone

But yet,

The day I’m most afraid of approach as well

…………………………………….

How I wish I can stop you from leaving

But I don’t know how

How I wish I can stop you from giving up

But there’s no point for me to keep holding on for this

when you’ve already given up

不用担心

我不会为了把你留下来而故意表现得脆弱

没错

自从和你在一起

你似乎成为我脆弱的理由

可是

你可能不知道你简简单单的一句话足以让我开怀一整天

有你的安慰 我不再流泪

有你的体温 我有被保护的感觉

有你的肩膀 我有个依靠

有你的日子是如此的完美

在一起的时光曾几何时是如此幸福快乐

被你牵着的感觉我永远不会忘记

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我想念你

可是

我能够做些什么？？

what’s left on me??

What you said that night:

‘ i guess losing me is nothing to you also lar...’

Hurts me badly

i hate myself ... for i miss you