7 days
it has been one week

gosh...
this is what's happening to me recently

every morning
i open my eyes
the first thing that came across my mind is:
what changes you so drastically??

i tried
i tried to fight this thoughts

i tried
i tried to keep myself occupy
i tried to keep myself busy
so i wont have time and space to think of you

but
everything reminds me of you
yes..... EVERYTHING

and this morning
early morning
i woke up around 4 something in the early morning
and i cant sleep back

i sit on the chair
in a dark room where i cant even see my own shadow
sitting there alone
starring at the wall
and then
i think of you again.............

i hate this feelings ... it makes me feel like collapsing